Today I Feel... Numb.

I think I've felt a little numb for a few days... every since I left my job. Why did I leave my job in this economy? What was I thinking? I've asked myself those questions too. My answer is that I was thinking, "I can't deal with this."

So, what now?

The truth is that I have no idea. I'm not sure what to do with myself. I've been cleaning a little this weekend, because it needs to be done and because it helps me feel like I'm accomplishing something. Tomorrow the job hunt begins again, and that helps me feel like I'm accomplishing something as well. Otherwise?

I don't know. Guess I go forward. Try to deal with how I'm feeling, and remember how to enjoy the things in my life that I DO love.

Like blogging... which I haven't done in what feels like ages. Hello world!

--Crystal